January 2011
Rambling or something.
Because I have had a lot of thoughts today.
I really hope that he gets out on Wednesday because it is not good for him in there. I miss him. Silver lining - the nurses keep telling him to say hi to me which is sweet and also shows that they expected us to still be together. Ahhh!
Saw a girl I met in hospital on the bus today. She’s lovely, when we were in there the OTs always tried to...
Today I saw the paramedic who told me off for swearing on the ambulance incident night. Thinking about him still makes me angry, insensitive prick.
“So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s going to be really hard; we’re gonna have to...”
– Nicholas Sparks (The Notebook)
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“Megan, you can cope and have coped with so much more than you give yourself credit for. You’ve been to hell and back, and you’ve made your own life a living hell, but you’re still here aren’t you?”
Oh okay I like my therapist today.
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"People who get raped deserve it."
ilovesatan:
talesofateenagegirl:
Thanks a whole fucking bunch, mother.
:x
When i was in hospital there was this boy who kept poking me and being creepy towards me, I ended up kicking him and hitting him and he hit me back and told me I deserve to be raped. Fucking hideous/scary/bad.
Distract me from working and thinking? →
suicideispainful replied to your post: This book, I relate to it so much it scares me….
what book is it?
It’s called Get Me Out Of Here and it’s by Rachel Reiland. :]
terrible about me page. →
“Sex alleviates tension. Love causes it.”
– Woody Allen
“As I was walking up the stair,
I met a man who wasn’t there.
He...”
– Hugh Mearns
“Truly great madness cannot be achieved without significant intelligence.”
– Henrik Tikkanen
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Me and my boyfriend are both so indescisive that just going into a coffee shop turns into a ditherfest. I hope he’s okay. He understands my love for Orla Brady :D
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fucking working is fucking shit i want to fucking stab people CUNTS CUNTS CUNTS IM ONLY DOING THIS AS A FAVOUR FUCKING HELL
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“It’s just a trip
not a way to ease your pain.
this is not a way to ease your...”
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Hmmm, I always think being ~tumblr famous would be shit because it takes the kind of personality out of your blog, but they do have interesting conversations with people. I’d like that part.
Reblog if you'd like your followers to ask you...
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Demanding
I want:
Intelligent/meaningful conversation
To smoke all day
Jack Daniels
My boyfriend to be okay
Me to be nearer okay
A less hectic mind, goodbye racing thoughts?
New guy to go away
More friends.
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At work. I hated getting up this morning and I hate the new guy. I think I’ll make him want me. I need to punish him for making me feel so awkward all the time because I seem to be incapable of normal conversation.
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I think that DBT fucked me up but I still think it’s a great concept and it seems to help everyone else so maybe I’m just lazy.
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My ex likes to think he’s triumphing over me in some way. No mate, I’m in an actual loving relationship with someone who wouldn’t dream of doing what you did to me.
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What a fucking hideous night. Sutures and glue, they wanted me to see mental health, I could tell. No love I’m fine just a bit confused by my own mind.
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I guess I’m going to a and e then. Great. It’s fucking tiny leave me alone.
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Sorry, I just feel like I should be enough.
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Fuck me, this is horrible. What a hefty dose of my own medicine. I make people feel as if their stomachs have been ripped out and it’s hard to breathe. Confused and lonely and hating love. Hating loving crazy people because it hurts, it fucking hurts.
Spinny
Oh, I see.
Pouring my heart out on my personal personal. Oh woops, I mean brain. I don’t have a heart. ;)
Today was a good day. Tonight is a bad night.
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“Keep your chin up, trouble”
Those two words represent more than a simple fact. I wish I fucking wasn’t.
I’m hungry.