February 2010
Feb 1st
Let's fight crime with mangoes and limes.
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Oh, fuck, no.
I’ve just remembered that there is sick in my garden. :’[
Feb 1st
Why
zombifiedteabag: does Lady Gaga look like a fucking midget in these latest photos spamming my dash? Or is that my glasses. Because she’s an ugly cunt. OMGSORRY.
Feb 1st
I'm in pain but I won't let you band-aid my wound
I am mad at a stage where I can’t even handle my own. you give me a quiet mind, and I, I love you.
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It's only you, beautiful
or I don’t want anyone.
Feb 1st
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What’s the best gig you have ever been to? Give it a name! 2007 I think it was. Because I love the used and alexisonfire and it doesn’t even matter that i had a panic attack and died inside at this gig, it was amaaaazing! I can’t actually remember the other amazing ones. I’m a bit ashamed of this, but P!ATD was pretty awesome too. Oh oh! And Brand...
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And all you know and how you speak.
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I'm wilting.
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January 2010
Ask/Abuse/Be annoying →
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Sounds good :P I find things like that hard to admit to people coz the friends I have think I’m quite a strong person, when Im actually not. xD, I just dont know where to go or who to talk to.. Well, you can talk to me :D Ah, well, I know that feeling, people think I’m crazy but I’m not :P Ask me anything
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:D
Because I want the people I love to be happy.
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Oh.
My stomach feels like it hates me. I can justify this by saying ‘i’ve only had 2 drinks’ but the amount of vodka and pimms i put in is not 2 drinks worth. shhhhhhit.
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Oh shit
Pretty sure I was meant to meet pearl like 5 minutes ago!
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Sometimes I am quite happy for no reason but that can be triggered off from friends/ my boyfriends and stuff but its not much compared to how down I can get recently xD its getting worse atm. Idk why its coming now though :/ aha. Hmmm, maybe you just have ‘normal’ (unipolar) depression. Maybe you’re just going through a tough time :] I guess we all (okay, all...
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Sorta, It just happens sometimes with people coz I can be fine with them, they can be like the closest person to me then I suddenly think differently and push them away :/. Somebodies attempted suicide because of me doing that to them last year so yeah. Well. Hmmm, don’t know what to say to that, because I do it all the time :) You gotta remember that what other people...
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Yeah I am xD haa its been about 2years? Its gotten worse recently…As I said Im 15. I just want some idea because I havent spoken about this before to anyone so.. I’m curious as to what it is that made you think it was bipolar in particular? Do you get mania/reaaaaly hyper for no reason? x Ask me anything
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Aha I dont know what it is xD its something mentally I think. I’m 15.. And yeah, but there were kinda my fault so I hold alot of things on my past on my shoulders if you get me. Yeah, it’s like a guilt thing? I don’t actually feel guilt so can’t really empathize there, but I can imagine it’s pretty hard. Maybe you just need a counsellor to talk...
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Comments only take so much.Other times I just feel like nobody would care if I went and if I tell anyone this and know who I am Ill be judged, an emo, a attention or sympathy seeker coz its not all the time so to some people it mustnt be happening at all. Are you the same person!? Just making sure :] Thing is, I think everyone has times where it’s difficult to cope....
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Somedays I can be like perfectly fine.Other times I cant cope. As in, Ill have things about my past, my friends and how Ive treated them just play over in my head and in usual nights Im curled up in my bed crying or punching walls. Ummm. To be really honest, that doesnt sound like bipolar. Which is lucky for youu because bipolar is a bit of a life ruiner. Have bad things...
Jan 31st
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Scared of my life.
:/
Jan 31st
3089) My suicidal thoughts are back.
getsmashedgatecrash: queprur: elmowriteslove: (via theblogforyou) I bet I’m the only one who actually means this. Ha. cunt.
Jan 31st
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Ahh well :P seeing as this is anonymous and I feel more open to tell people when its like that I think I have Bipolar depression :) I feel like I cant tell people or ill be known as a attention seeker so >< your open about it so its easier to ask you :) Ahh righty! Well then, you should go to your doctor! Although, what symptoms do you have?Because if they’re not...
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Concrete and water
She’s looking for her daughter. At midnight in torrential downpour.
Jan 31st
Lower than the bottom
Swallowed by the ride. Floating in the bathtub Children play outside.
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You told me this gets harder.Well it did.Been...
Promise me that when I’m gone you’ll kill my enemies
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Fuck you, tumblr
I need to listen to Bright Eyes now, even though I banned myself. But I shall finish this first cut my eyes out dear, so I can’t see your smug grin.
Jan 31st
ask/tell/be interesting. →
Jan 31st
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck.
lostandpretentious: (via holdonnowyoungster) i’m sure you could find many. if not, i’ll introduce you to my ex. [ps. i love this song.] Me :P
Jan 31st
You're free to leave me, just don't deceive me.
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You might say it's self indulgent, you might say...
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Wish I had pictures
from last night. Our walk home was hysterical. “They’re following us!We need to hide!!” “No, we need to keep walking” “Okay.Shhhh LETS BE QUIET!” *Puts music on* *We sing loudly* FAIL.
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As the blood is rushing to my head and from my...
I’m in love with all the things I know I should resist.
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“When you’ve tasted excess, everything else tastes bland.Yeah, we had...”
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Does therapy actually help your mental health? I’m curious :) WELL. I’ve been in therapy for like 3 years now, and. Okay, this is gonna be long but I’m guessing that’s okay because you’re curious :) I did art therapy for a year, in a group, and I thought it was shit. They used the CBT approach and I didn’t improve at all.But then, the other...
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